Monday, June 13, 2011

End of another year

No, it's not December, and no, it's not my birthday.  Today is the last day of school for students in the FWCS district.  Though I graduated from high school (& college, for that matter) longer ago than I would like to admit, I am still excited and nostalgic as I wake my own kids for their last day of school.  They'll say temporary good-byes to their friends.  (Of course with facebook, Skype, and all the other modern devices, they won't be as isolated as I was from my friends over the course of the all-too-short summer.)  They'll turn in books and clean out lockers and sign yearbooks.  All things I miss, now that I am able to see those years through the colored lenses provided by age.

I did make them go today, though the ridiculousness of having the last day of school on a MONDAY, of all days, did make me consider, briefly, letting them start the summer a day early.  In the end, I hope they understand why I made them go.  They would miss that one last chance to see their friends, to collect phone numbers and emails, to look at that crush face-to-face (my 15-year-old son, ONLY, I hope), to bring home any last minute artwork, poem, or essay.  I feel wistful for those experiences as I write this and long to spend the summer days with them, though my work does not allow it.  (Which sucks, quite frankly.)

And so, even though my own school days a long over, it's with a sigh that I see my children come to the end of another year.